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I Am Jill's Enlightened Mind

Journal Entry: Sun May 11, 2008, 12:50 PM
  • Mood: Speechless
  • Listening to: "Johnny Come Last"-The Fratellis
  • Reading: Choke by Chuck Palahniuk
  • Watching: Fight Club
  • Drinking: Dr. Pepper
I'm sure other people know this already and think I'm just stupid, which I probably am, but hell with them.
I just finished watching Fight Club and I had a revelation.

All forms of media are the same. Artwork is the same as film is the same as music is the same as fuckin' writing. They all tell some sort of goddamn story to the reader/viewer/listener, but I just noticed that with a lot of art I see I can't help but think to myself "who the fuck cares?" It can be a film with a shitty, over-dramatic story about someone I'm supposed to be sympathetic for but end up hating at the end, or it could be a drawing of someone I could care less about with a nondescript face leering back at me for no reason. Same with shitty music that shows nothing to the listener and ends up wasting a good 3 minutes of their life. Writing will waste even more time.
I've realized our media sucks because our content sucks.
You know why our content sucks?
Because we're all morons who can't understand any one of these things:
1) ourselves
2) the world we live in
3) each other

That's why these American anime fans cling on to crappy Japanese jokes that even the Japanese think suck and believe they're the new *insert beloved comedian here*.
That's why there's so much damn character art without rhyme, reason, and most of all thought.
That's why you get pussy's copying the same damn music from all the other popular bands to get themselves more fame and publicity.
And that's why anyone can write a crappy novel and claim they got this "divine inspiration" from a dream they had oh so long ago. If anyone's dreams are as coherent and make sense enough to inspire a book, give me their number. Or please don't- I don't really care all that much.

Some people are such crap. And it's okay if you're young, I mean, you're just starting to get to know society and yourself. But it's not okay if you're young and think you're such a deep person or you're so experienced and aged and know about everything, and tell this to every goddamn person you can like you're a Buddah. We can't create anything of value until we truly understand #'s 1, 2, and 3.

I don't know shit and I don't pretend like I know shit.

It's not self-deprecation, it's realization.





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I'm working on 4 commissioned landscapes atm and I'm half done, so that's where all my time has been lately if anyone really cares. I know I wouldn't. But I'll say it anyway. Then I have scripts to write, essays to produce, and sleep to avoid.
Oi... well I'll post the landscapes soon- their deadline is coming soon enough.



(Ricky Ullman can shoot laser beams from his eyes, that of which can cure global warming.)
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Things to come sometime or another... :ohnoes:
:bulletred: school landscapes
:bulletred: rotten apple
:bulletred: historical commission
:bulletred: fashion portrait

My Art Blog ---> [link]

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I don't care if I don't even know you, I love everyone who looks at my page! Please leave me random comments/constructive criticism. :dance:

Kiriban @ 25,000 because I don't feel like being creative right now.

And, because it's necessary:
"Perpetuating the initial shock about someone's sexual orientation is like exclaiming "Look, a black man!""

Clubs:
:icongorillaz-fans::iconarcticmonkeysfans::iconhella-toes::iconootorikyoya::iconhitachiin:

Kiriban @ 25,000!



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Devious Information

  • Current Age: She dresses incorrectly; no one told her- SEVENTEEN!
  • Current Residence: Villa Rosie
  • Interests: Sleeping and eating.
  • Favourite movie: Fight Club
  • Favourite band or musician: The Beatles, Blur, Gorillaz, Franz Ferdinand, Arctic Monkeys, etc...
  • Favourite artist: Salvador Dali, Banksy, & Jamie Hewlett
  • Favourite poet or writer: Chuck Palahniuk, Ray Bradbury, & George Orwell
  • Favourite style or digital art: Cartooning
  • Operating System: Mac OS X
  • Favourite game: Tony Hawk's Underground
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gotta love Muds! <3
  • Personal Quote: "Olives.... are.... fuckable. If you have enough of them."
  • Tools of the Trade: Hand-eye coordination.

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~mister-bones:iconmister-bones: 2 days 22 hours ago
thanks for the favs yo!!
JENGAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
~johndaman:iconjohndaman: Apr 21, 2008, 9:59:56 PM
why, yes, yes you are :lmao:

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I LOST THE GAME!
Deathband will rule Anime Expo!
Proud to be Pinoy!
THE CAKE IS A LIE!!
~haillexi:iconhaillexi: Apr 20, 2008, 1:54:09 PM
I'll have to find the link later- I'm a bit swamped atm.
Thanks for reminding me tho! I really would have forgotten. ^^; I'm bringing the mustache and bank right?

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Spidey sense? Or do I just have to pee?
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~johndaman:iconjohndaman: Apr 19, 2008, 10:01:50 PM
Weren't you supposed to link me to someplace else? oh and remember the props XD

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I LOST THE GAME!
Deathband will rule Anime Expo!
Proud to be Pinoy!
THE CAKE IS A LIE!!
~syntic:iconsyntic: Apr 11, 2008, 3:10:40 PM
snhiof uodihfoiueh fhiodho

: OOO

You're style really changed! +_+ Wow!! Keep it up! : DDD

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For no reason at all... *starts to drool*
~One-Ee:iconOne-Ee: Mar 7, 2008, 5:58:31 PM
ur welcome 4 the fav!

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1E/Clear
~rays-animelover:iconrays-animelover: Mar 3, 2008, 7:01:22 PM
HAHA!! ur welcome, my pleasure!!

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GIMMIE STAMPS!!!...pleeeeez...i lub u *looks up at u with puppy eyes*
*lien:iconlien: Feb 23, 2008, 5:15:36 AM
hey...thanks a lot for the fav...have a lovely weekend (:

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May the power of love win over the love of power!
~Lekila:iconLekila: Feb 22, 2008, 9:06:07 AM
Your welcome.

I love your gallery! =3

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I Look At The World Through Apple Eyes, And Cut Myself A Slice Of Sunshine Pie.
=leylageeker:iconleylageeker: Feb 21, 2008, 10:39:58 PM
you're welcome again! : D
=leylageeker:iconleylageeker: Feb 21, 2008, 12:58:48 AM
You're very welcome!
*MattiasA:iconMattiasA: Feb 19, 2008, 5:30:15 AM
Thanks for the watch
~cut-box:iconcut-box: Feb 18, 2008, 3:50:37 AM
thanks a lot for the watch :)

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Kein Mehrheit Für Die Mitleid
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"Self-improvement is masturbation. Now, Self-destruction..."
~haillexi:iconhaillexi: Feb 9, 2008, 12:21:47 PM
Of course! =D :heart:

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~haillexi:iconhaillexi: Feb 9, 2008, 12:20:50 PM Mood: Joy
Well thank you so much for Sprinkles. =D :heart:

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Spidey sense? Or do I just have to pee?
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~umbles:iconumbles: Feb 7, 2008, 10:22:12 PM
hey, howdy! 8D thank you so much for the watch and the fave! :heart::heart:

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Don't argue; I wear the vest in this relationship.
*bunkun:iconbunkun: Feb 2, 2008, 10:09:03 PM
hello, thanks for the +watch! :blowkiss:

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*bijarr: nicole you are as straight as a rainbow
*bijarr: curving over two guys doing it
~I-Am-Lying:iconI-Am-Lying: Feb 2, 2008, 8:05:46 PM
I will get your kiriban...

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and i will sing you lullabies_xx
~angelheeroyuy:iconangelheeroyuy: Feb 1, 2008, 12:19:51 PM
Very welcome love. You have some awesome work.

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No more morbidly romantic dreams.
~ReigningFyre:iconReigningFyre: Jan 27, 2008, 11:21:57 PM
Thank you for the fav! >w<

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:blackrose:"The enemy of my enemy, is my friend.":blackrose:
=Skye-of-Cydonia:iconSkye-of-Cydonia: Jan 27, 2008, 3:18:37 AM
Thanks for the stalk!
~LunaPrian:iconLunaPrian: Jan 25, 2008, 9:57:44 PM
I hadn't noticed you'd replied to my post in the forum :P
Hi! ^^
~Faery-Goddyss:iconFaery-Goddyss: Jan 23, 2008, 7:16:16 PM
I like violence...is that weird? XD
Oh...Seto doesnt like Mokuba in the manga?!?! WTF(!)($^Y!$IYP!*^(^_#)%&%!!!

Ahaha, seriously?! Ergh...dude I need to read those books now...not that it'll change a THING with the story I have now, but for future stories in the YGO world it'd be fun to have all that extra back story.

Poor Jou getting rejected...but Seto really is better for him. To passionately hate someone so much is an obvious sign of love. :XD:

I hadnt realized Pokey and I were having that long conversation on your page! :( Sorry!

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...what is that like finding jesus or something?
~haillexi:iconhaillexi: Jan 23, 2008, 5:50:27 PM
Indeed it is violent, but that gives it more appeal. It's sad with Mokuba tho 'cause he's only a wicked little thing to get in Seto's favor 'cause Seto practically hates him...though he hates everyone in the beginning. :lmao: But ya know, I was skimming through the second volume yesterday and I just noticed that Pegasus ripped off that idea of trapping Kaiba in a card! Yami Yugi did it when he first got trouble from him, but honestly, he should've just 'Mind Crushed' Kaiba first off and saved himself a whole load of crap later on. Ah well, more plot is always a good thing! =D

Oh btw, I read your convo with Pokey in my journal comments and haha, it's so random. =D But about Jou and Mai; I think she rejected him, even though she acts all nice to him. In these cases I say- hooray for cannon! :lmao:

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Spidey sense? Or do I just have to pee?
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